Painstaking devotion and love

A blindness that touches perfection,

But hurts just like anything else.

Mother I tried, please believe me, I'm doing the best that I can. I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through, I'm ashamed of the person I am. 
Isolation, isolation, isolation...

Pensar demasiado, condenada enfermedad. Atelofobia, terrible y atroz.